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Saturday, April 25, 2009

 <OTHERS>

A rejected gift

"It's for you, open it."
"Sorry, I don't want it."
"It's for you, we won't take it back, take it."
"I don't need a gift."

He don't know why, why expressing his appreciation in a such unfriendly way.
Maybe, it's the first time, the secret of date of birth being disclosed.
Maybe, it's the first time, he don't know how to handle such unexpected.
Maybe, it's the first time, someone suddenly came into his private world.

He begins diluting the importance of festivals.
He celebrated with others, reluctantly, if no excuse; while only sharing privately.
In the past years, no one, except his mother was able to share the true happiness with him, when that day came.
For many years, he never told anyone, the day when he was born.

To him, he was not prepared for the changes.
Everyone needs a change; otherwise it's just as never existed, while he believes in eternality.

A gift brings him a surprise that out of 'definition', brings him also the moment of lost.
He rejected, it hurts any body, including him.
He did something wrong, to anyone, including himself, so he was in a bad mood since rejecting.
It's not to present the identity of uniqueness. It's the moment of emptiness and weakness.
When something not supposed to be found was found, he was both found and lost.
He was so strong, always ready for the severe challenges;
He was so weak, suddenly found himself helpless for such a trivial gift of appreciation.

A gift has opened a seal of his soul.
Reseal it by accepting, without a heart, to keep the secret of weakness;
Or, let it wide open, no one cares more.



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